Diagonal Capture…Octagonal Rupture…

Late at night, asleep; you are in my mind somewhere
Somewhere in my deep, you are running here and there

And I see a spider's head sprout
From it's cave, you scream and shout
As loud as you possibly can
He seems to you the worst clan
Of spiders, hiding inside the cage
Slowly he's coming out the ledge
He'll chase you till the end of track
So run for your life, don't look back...

You might want to back-flip; but I wish you do not dare
To even stop; he's hanging steep; for your life, the least he cares

Run away from the spider my love
You can't kill him, so try not to shove
You're too weak and he's a monster
He will cause you pain and torture
Your milk-white skin will turn to blue
Do not let him get close to you
I love you; I can't see you dead
Not even in my sleep, I'm afraid...

That you might be ripped by the spider's sting, severe
As he's now licking his lip; I can see his bloody stare...

Please find a better place to hide
Let yourself be indemnified
From the venom in his jaws
He'll catch you by eight legged claw
Once you're caught, you can't escape
Beware and watch your every step
He’s spread nets throughout your land
The cobwebs; clammy, sticky and...

You won't be able to skip, your meat's alluring to this preyer
And he's now moving his hip; he's coming down from his dark lair...

One leg forward, filled with gluttony
His voracious pleasure will cause agony
In you, he wants to sow his seed
Leg two steps forward, it's his greed
To reborn in you; leg three is lust
It knows no control and now he thrusts
With wrath; it's his leg number four
So long he's waited, he'll wait no more...

To have you in his grip, he senses you through legs' thin hair
Prying palps to have you snipped; now he sees you through warm air...

You might think he is slow and steady
No! He's taking his time, being ready
Cautious is his leg five named sloth
Envy’s leg six because of other moths
Now he’s sure there’s none to compete
Impiteous, he wants to have you, complete
Leg seven steps forward, filled with pride
Backs up leg eight, his full body slides...

As enough has he peeped; to wait longer seems unfair
By the seven sins equipped; he’s focused on you everywhere...

Oh no! Why did you come outside your shed?
Shaking in cold wind, are you afraid?
He’ll get closer the more you move
The more to rejoice, for his behoove
He won’t have to chase you million miles
Knowing you’ll be caught in net, he smiles
Oh! How I wish to wake up from this dream
God save her! I can’t hear your silent screams…

As I see you fall and trip; Feet betrayed you, now you’re scared
I see you shiver and weep; I see you bathed in silver tear…

One last time you try to escape
But you can’t; this gargantuan shape
Made diagonal edges, from side to side
From left to right, from front to behind
To capture you through your flow and ebb
And now you’re caught in his cobweb
Oh! A pleasure for this spider is thee
It’s too late and now you can’t be freed
He’s no more hiding behind the cage
A match made in hell, you’ll be engaged
With a spider quite blind, sight is dim
But it doesn’t really matter to him
Now you see the spider's coming down
Through his thread, don in black gown
And long enough the spider has
Waited for you, and tonight as...

Towards you the spider leaps; now you see his face, familiar?
Are you afraid of this creep??? Ah! I know I’m your worst nightmare…

Life’s Tombstone…[A Verse to Insomnia]…

Daylight fades and shadows fall
As dark as the night can crawl
I hear my memory’s voice call
And in my corner of brown stare…

Teardrops fall from empty eyes
Present cries till my demise
The clock ticks on, time passes by
…Past lingers on, future’s nowhere…

The night moon’s pallor slowly wanes
Aged pimples left blackened stains
Sloth clouds appear quite certain
…To not to move with frozen air…

Arcane sounds, murk illusionary
Hazy eyes with head so weary
Keep on watching clouds, now serried
…Covered the full moon once familiar…

I want it bad; embrace of bed
But this haunting shadow can’t be fled
So long I’ve tried, so now, instead
…I full the ashtray, sitting on chair…

…A howling night, life’s diary scrolls
A withered rose, on ground it falls
But does it matter? Not at all
…The moon is long gone, disappeared…

Hollowed memories inside head
Awakened by each page’s shred
I read the lines as someone treads
…A zombie whom I’ve always feared…

With a shovel’s strike, the fate he varied
Inflicted mind’s inside he’s buried
Sweet dreams are no longer carried
…Killed by darkest of nightmares…

My wrists hold out with emptied veins
In silver glass, cram crimson rain
The juice of sorrow, drink of pain
…Pinpricked heart with hopes impaired…

And now I watch the bloody sky
Black doves’ lullaby as they fly
Winter’s leaves wave cold good bye
…To a busted soul, beyond repair…

The coffin’s sealed in squared wall
Agreement signed with funeral
My tombstone is now standing tall
…On grave that’s dug with love, unshared…

Do you noD OR Do you noT: Believe in God.!?

“Do you believe in God?”
An e-mail was forwarded to me that day;
“Do you not believe in God?”
Appeared a competition, by the way…

Subject’s quite self-explanatory
You don’t have to think twice, don’t worry
Follow the instructions as provided
Maybe someone will think has guided
You to the path that many have followed
Maybe you won’t feel lonely, wallowed
To reply the mail, it has no price
But I made mistake as I thought twice…

“Do you believe in God?”
As confusing as the question might appear;
“Do you not believe in God?”
Confused again; God appears quiet unclear…

The mail seemed to be some kind of survey
Two people trying to win their own way
They’ve to gather 3 hundred people too
Maximum limit together to head out who
Believe in God and who do not believe
Yeah! A nice way for sure to receive
6 hundred’s mind while 3 hundred astray
To be more accurate, in a numerical way…

“Do you believe in God?”
3 hundred to be listed, I can be Mr. 118 on the list;
“Do you not believe in God?”
I don’t know what number I’ll be with those 3 hundred against…

It said I have to forward the message
To relatives, friends through my mail’s passage
Asked me to put my name in a list
Wow! Good chance for me to be a/theist
Ah! Thanks to whoever sent this opportunity
Yeh yah! Finally I can join a community
Of the believers or the nonbelievers’ hut
Was about to put my name on the list, but…

“Do you believe in God?”
Still thinking to put my name so that a theist I can be;
“Do you not believe in God?”
As always I thought again; maybe my mistake number 3…

I thought it was quite interesting
To know how people are manifesting
Someone Who can never be manifested
By number, name; yet it’s re-quested
I even don’t know shall I say “Oh! God”
Or Allah, Brahma or as some say Lord?
It might be a game for these two people
But this question’s answer isn’t that simple…

“Do I believe in God?”
I asked myself but didn’t reply;
“Do I not believe in God?”
Doesn’t matter to me, myself and I…

I do not believe in anything blindly
But I do believe in being kindly
Though sometimes I’ve to be a bit evil
But not to those kind hearted people
Who stand with me through thin and thick
To them I’ll always be humble, meek
I don’t know how they get their God worded
But don’t worry, that message I’ve forwarded…

“Do you believe in God?”
I hope some of my friends fill up the list out there;
“Do you not believe in God?”
You might label them atheist but do you think I care?

As far as my answer goes about God
I listen to my head so my mind nods
Unto Whoever created this world, beautiful
Now being destructed by some people, cruel
With their hands scratching on their guns
Battling their ways out for reasons none
Power, money, control; are these all they want?
Then I’ve to say I don’t believe God and can’t
Find any reason why God bothered conceiving
To create this earth, where people are grieving
For loss of dear ones, as they are lying dead
With revenge in head, picked up hand grenade
With that same old hand that God had gifted
Now throwing bombshells and this world shifted
From green peace to a fiery place leaving ash
To shoot each other, at each other they smashed
Now crawling with broken bones on a land of hate
This wasn’t what God had in mind and I bet
When God gave you those hands, you had option
To weigh right and wrong to Right’s proportion
To nurture the wounded like healing hand of priest
But I’m sorry to say you turned yourselves to beasts
Now we’re all paying price, everything has its cost
Power, money, control? Backfired, battle lost…

Hey! “Do you believe in God?”
Ask yourself first and then you ask me;
“Do you not believe in God?”
Ask yourself again, still God’s mystery?

I don’t know how these two people got us selected
Be theist or atheist; random choice to be elected?
Maybe God wanted to check humans, how’d they perceive
But humans lost humanity and that’s what I believe
So I believe in this simple thing called “Humanity”
Which does not depend on anyone’s Christianity
Or someone’s being Pagan, Muslim or Hindu
And now I forward your question to you…

So, “Do you believe in God?”
Hope you number out God through your survey’s weighting;
“Do you not believe in God?”
Who was the winner?
Let me know, I’ll be waiting…

Talking To God, Probably...

I look inside my heart
Look inside my mind and soul
My thoughts end then restart
Still Your mystery don’t unfold…

All my thoughts and feelings
They seem to be constricted
As You appear so concealing
Or have You ever existed?

My question is quite simple
But the answer to me seems hard
As You fluctuate from temple
To Mosque or Church’s yard…

This question I have mentioned
To pundits and the priests
“His existence shalt not be questioned”
While some labeled me “ATHEIST”…

“Thou ignorant, thou unaware
His presence forever gleams
Thou shalt be bewared
Thou shalt be afraid of Him”…

“His touch can give thou bliss
He can lead thou through pain’s path
Then thou shalt know Who He’s
When thou suffer His wrath”…

Others said You’re kind, fair
Just, to those who search for Thee
“Shalt I love God, shalt I fear?”
A new question popped up in me…

While some were quite patient
To respond to my inquisition
But I was still unpleasant
Roaming with dissatisfaction…

So, in quest of my answer
The Holly Books I went through
They said You’re The Above, Master
The mortals’ eyes cannot see You…

Many religions to be conceived
Some accepted, some refused
Describing religion as perceived
But they all made me confused...

You speak different languages
Depending on Bible, Geetah, Quraan
You kept changing with edges
Are You several, are You one?

Many Gods worshipped by Hindus
One Allah for the Muslims
Messengers were sent by You
For Christianity’s stream…

Some believe You’re nonexistent
Some are followers of Buddhism
While some are just resistant
Don’t follow You, that’s Satanism…

Male and female Gods from Mythology
Romans, Greeks even have pictures
Yet again I seek for apology
They made me dubious about Your gender…

The Pagans dressed You up great
I guessed I’d at last see your face
You looked beautiful in that state
But to be frank, You seemed lifeless…

There have been many religions
Within them are several sects
Now You make Your decision
And tell me which You is perfect?

Some said You're above there
I looked up but couldn’t see
Retarded with my brown stare
Again I looked inside of me…

I have never seen Your face
But sometimes I think I've seen
I’m always lost without a trace
Keep wandering, where You've been?

People talk about Your wonders
But I wonder about Your creations
Should I blame You for the thunders
Or are the people causing destructions?

Equipped with religious faith
People fight for Your cause
Maybe You blessed them with
War; It’s peace…Or curse?

Politicians spreading fake words
Using You just to be voted
Hey! Did You create the world
Or were You created?

Disheartened as I can be
I thought I will let You go
Off mind; But this curiosity
To find You, thus and so…

I searched You in my pocket
At depart-mental store, in gunny
Instead, I grabbed my wallet
And You appeared money…

I searched You upside down my stair
Searched the ceiling, searched the ground
I searched You everywhere
But You were never found…

I searched You in my bookshelf
You were three letters in dictionary
Enveloped in noun, saw Yourself
You were too intransitive, verbally…

So, I thought I'd walk my own way
Built on my faith, thus I ride
I wish I don’t go astray
When I am for me as my guide...

I’ve beliefs to carry my life through
As variation is Your notion
It doesn’t mean I don’t think of You
But I no longer ask my question…

You'll probably put me through hell
Offended You, maybe it wasn't fair
I’ve heard heaven's alluring tale
But still I do not care...

This world is quite enough
I enjoy every single moment
So, I pray if You're above
And of course, if You’re present...

I’ve heard a thing called rebirth
Do me a favor if You can
I may not be of worth
But still, please make me human...

I know You aren’t time or air
They always seem to quit us
Yet You’re invisibly everywhere
I heard You’re ubiquitous…

Maybe You enjoy invisibility
Maybe You’re shy to be visible
I’ll still search for You in “Humanity”
And last request to You, if possible…

Put people on right track; make aware
Of their might; it seems to be spent
On wrong purposes with their power
But I heard You’re omnipotent…

So, I won’t ask You to bless
me; nor I’ll shout for my bliss
Just make this earth a better place
And give all a little peace…

And I beg pardon, I am sorry
If I questioned Your about
It’s hard to believe Who I can't see
I'm just a human with my doubts...

Oh! To ask You, I forgot
Until the day I die
Again, hope I offend You not
Would You be by my side?

Anyways, I know someday I’ll die
Maybe then I’ll see You somewhere
Jail of Hell or Heaven’s sky
Again, who on the earth cares…

“Hey! Who on earth you think you’re talking?
There’s no body I can see!”
Oh God! Thought You were walking
When I looked inside of me
Who knows...
Maybe it was Thee…
Probably…

The Time's Riddle...[A Verse To Time Pass]...

Since the dawning, I've existed
Of this world, but didn't cry
To be happy, I have resisted
I wasn't born, I'll never die...

I am as old as the history
With me eras continued
I've seen destruction, misery
But I get myself renewed...

The sun used to be my measure
With vertical stick on land
I also drifted down my leisure
Inside glass, with ruin, sand...

Now the Greenwich is my standard
But I'm always changing states
On your walls I've also wandered
I'm in calendar with dates...

From second, minute, hour
To your every passing moment
To day, week, month, year
You'll remember me you've spent...

Autumn, spring, fall, summer
Winter might give you chokes
My seasons are everywhere
I'm dressed in grandpa's cloak...

Noun, adjective, verb
I speak different parts of speech
With me you might lose nerve
But some lessons I might teach…

Past, present and future
I'm tensed by the Grammar
Some say I've caused torture
While some recall my glamour...

With me you take ride toward
The past, when present's mist
So you better look forward
Still I'm there round your wrist...

With me you have to keep pace
If you're advance, you'll wait
You'll be lost without a trace
You will miss me if you're late...

Even I don't know when I'll end up
To me, my fate's a mystery
I may fall or I may stand up
Maybe God knows my destiny...

You might be quite unable
To deal with me, you might sigh
Pick me up from table
Throw out through window, see me fly...

Maybe I'm inside your heart
Maybe I'm for you to feel
Unlike you, I can't be torn apart
But with me you might be healed...

I was there by your side
When you were writing this rhyme
I'll be there when all have died
I'll be in your songs, in chimes...

I don't know who named me this
I guess a wordsmith on his chair
Etymology; the person’s English
And had some of me to spare...

So, to understand me better
I was put in dictionary
Now you read my first letter
With your morning's cup of T...

I M standing betwixt as riddle
And you're yet to get my notion
As my last letter sank in middle
Of deep sEa or the ocEan...

Don’t mistake me with air
Who keeps changing direction
But I was and will be there
Till we meet our extinction…

To you nothing I can give
But at mes you want some more
For the me being, I’ll leave
Yeah! Some mes, I make you bored…

Wish you’re having a me nice
And I hope your mes are better
Till the future me arrives
Until next me, see you later…

And I'm someone you can't see
Yet you watch me pass you by
But you will never catch me
Can you tell me who am I?

PainTing...

Feeling worse
As always, usual;
Coloring canvas
Knife, needle…

Brush’s shove
White abates
Green rebuffs
Cyan dilates
Fuchsine clouds
Sorrow lingers
Silenced sounds
Cutthroat fingers
Gray loneliness
Blue recline
Ashy embrace
Yellow declines
Purple borrowed
‘Lil vertical stretch
Hazel furrowed
Horizon sketched
Brown stares
Touch of red
Sticky tears
Silver edge
Pitter-patter
Scarlet rain
Splitter, splatter
Scattered paint
Crimson river
Full to brim
Violet shiver
Sight dims…

Wrinkly pause
Vodka’s whistle
Portrait coarsed
Hasty bristles…

Past vents
Time swallowed
Leant present
Future hollowed
Sleepless night
Dream chokes
Fiery sight
Ending strokes
Void orange
Trashed, vertigo
Vermilion rage
Leaves indigo
Crayons nettle
Pain tings on
Pallid petal
Agony reborn
Roses rotten
Love’s gift
Hate begotten
Peace shifts
Wicked frown
Carrion envision
Casket drawn
Carried on incision
Tortured love
Nurtured hate
Blackened dove
Shattered fate…

Hammer enforced
Gored heart, this’ll
Hang “My Corpse”
On futile thistle…

Count Dracula...

Allow me to introduce myself first,
Proceed with me further, I hope you burst,
I ain't about money neither about lust -
Mortals' neck, red blood -
Unquenchable thirst...

With thrust
I rise from Castle Transylvania
Immortal vampire; one and only criteria
Bram Stoker's character, once in millennia
From bottomless pool of humanity
I drink for my blood mania...

Amphicrania,
I spread from the movies' frame
Some tried to keel me, Cross got me inflamed
Made me smell garlic but ran away in shame
From Harker To Helsing
None could ruin my fame...

Name
Is Count Dracula, I'm in black shell
Known Vlad the Impaler as I impale
I'm not in heaven, also abandoned from hell
Call me the Reaper
But you won't live to tell...

Well,
In earth's realm of the blackest night
I roam the dark as I hate sunlight
I make you feel numb, you can't fight
So, surrender to me
Allow my bloody-bite...

White -
Flesh; Bite one, bite two, three;
Piercing deep in the neck of thee
Look in the mirror and what do you see?
My reflection is dead -
You can't bite on me...

So, be
My double-edged magic on your neck
When you're lying red, numb on the deck
Just quit thinking, don't ask - What the heck?
Nice meating ya,
It was for my own sake...

And take
My saliva deep down in your vein
I come into you and your lives drain
Last bite, last sip, one last pain
Nosferatu, living dead -
Die and live again...

Insane -
I rise from my ashes, casket-deep
I smile after having delectable sip
Red blood dripping from my bottom lip
Yummy,
Slurp,
Gulp,
Swig,
RIP...

Ifs Stand In The Way...

If I could touch your face and kiss your lips
For once, I'd let you go;
If I could just embrace, with you I'd flip
For once, I'd let you go...

If I could make you happy, make you smile
For once, I'd let you go;
Even if I were crappy, I'd run miles
For once, my teeth would show...

If I were bird, at night I'd be bat
For day, I'd be the black crow;
I may sound nerd but that's the fact
For once, I'd peep through your window...

I'd look for bliss at heavenly sky
For once I'd ride the rainbow;
If I could do this, we'd fly up high
For once I'd make the time forgo...

I could be sun, I could be moon
For once, this world of mine would glow;
Call anything, Hun, or even baboon
For once, you'd at least call me so...

If I could be wrapped up in your arms tight
For once, I'd let you know,
I'd be so damn trapped, up with my flight
For once, my mind would blow...

If we had kid, I'd go insane
For once in life, our seed would grow;
If once I did, I'd do it again
For twice - and you'd know how I go...

If you could be the one I share my secrets
For once, I'd let you know
With my life I'd be done, no regrets
Once and for all I'd let me go...

If you could only stare, deep in my eyes
For once, you'd see my heart though,
If you could hear my inner, tormented cries
For once, your tears would flow...

If I had wishes three, your name I'd shout
For once, I'd let you know
I'd re-right ‘ifs’ I see, get the Fs out
For you, here I stand alone...

If I could take some pride in my hole life
For once, I'd let you know,
I want you as my bride, you as my wife
Till death, you'd let me glow...

If I were given choice to get out of blue
For once, I'd wish you'd know
I'd love to hear your voice, ‘I love you,
Till eternity...I'd never let you go...

Gone...

My heart
It aches,
I'm weak
I shake...

My head
It pounds,
My breath
Only sound...

My eyes
Flow tears;
My memory
My fears...

My sorrow
I fail;
My edge
Sharp as nail...

My hands
Are criminal;
My body -
Blood minimal...

My tongue
Tastes red;
My nostrils -
Smells fled...

My legs
Convulse;
My heart -
No pulse...

My wounds
No repair,
Numb love
Like hair...

My cravings
With blade,
My life -
It fades...

I'm trampled,
I'm torn,
I'm broken -
And gone...

Peace In Pain...

Dark and cold you surround me
Wherever I go
Control me?
Abuse me?
Frighten me?
No...
You search for answers you won't find
Close your eyes and rest your mind
You will die with time, so will I
My time will be gone; yours will dry
That good old glory, you'll never suffice
That same old fate, we all await demise
I choose you not and I don't pretend
A puppet you aren't but can you comprehend?
You make no sense, neither do I
You make no smile and nor you cry
Yet I understand what others may not
Feelings may fly high, feelings may rot
I'm sitting here at distance, and I just see
Feeling here your pain or whatever it may be
Hurtful?
Hell no!
Peaceful?
YES!
Why?
Because it conveys sweet embrace;
It may not save you and you may not be cheered
But it's always nice to know that your pain is shared...

Nightmares Growing...

He sleeps in the silence, something is wrong
The sinner sleeps on; the nightmares grow strong
Waiting to grow larger along with the night
He begins to realize that he cannot fight
Sweats on the bed, his nightmares are real
He starts to shake; they're real enough to kill
…Mirthlessly feeding, enlarging, growing,
Luring, tossing, inside they're turning…

Masochistic horrors of subconscious mind
Nowhere to run so he's easy to find
Trapped into a sleep of endless nightmare
Prying eyes of unknown keep on the stare
Unearthly cries, forever groaning screams
Nightmares grow stronger, nightmares kill dreams
…Silently heeding, speechlessly gazing,
Engrossing, needing, burning, enraging…

Obscenities twisted by a mind of sin
Taking and destroying his mind from within
Insignificant pictures distorted to memories
Disturbingly telling his long lost stories
Waiting and beckoning when in slumber he lies
Resting with its black shadow until he dies
…Wordlessly pleading, silently howling,
Tossing, turning, from within burning…

A parasite feeding on trial and retribution
Nightmares returned from fear's connotation
He would be safe if the past could die
Cannot wake the lie, so he gives in his try
Sleepless in sleep, his reality steps in
Sharp as a knife, it cuts through his skin
…Spotlessly bleeding, eternally flowing,
Feeding on past, his nightmares still growing…

Ever Darkened Love...

The evening sun disappears
Behind a blackened landscape
My eyes attract no more tears
For too many have escaped...

I stare off into the distance
Lost in a memory from my past
I know it's no longer in existence
Yet it haunts me everlast...

Forever more I search for you
But this distance is too great
My heart keeps on moving through
Leaving behind only fate...

The mourning that some call life
I searcn for someone to hide
A road of alcohol lessens strife
Yet it burns me alive inside...

My soul is as hollow as the cavity
That once held my heart's emotion
A sudden pain courses through body
I've cut my arms without realization...

My body insists on living
While my mind does not at all
My hands are made unforgiving
With blade on my body they crawl...

I drain myself quite often now
A life less longing for future
I don't care when, don't care how
My way of life, self torture...

No one knows the pain that you gave
Neither I have the power to define
But I can't bear it, I'm tired to crave
On my body I follow my own lines...

My body is getting weaker
My mind might soon win the war
I'm plunging into a hole, deeper
Watching my fate from afar...

Yet my eyes search for light
Up ahead piercing the cage I've built
Within myself it's made of plight
Depression, anger, hate and guilt...

Misery that I've never known
I'm towards the end of my rope
A hand reaches me on its own
Defining me, creating new hope...

Pulls me into warm embrace
Now my eyes seem full of tears
They stream down all over my face
Washing away all my nightmares...

Soft lips kiss my tears away
And a voice whispers in my ear
Telling me it's going to be okay
Expressing love I always wanted to hear...

Heavy breathings make me fall asleep
Spreading new breath in the air
But everything goes dark again, deep
For the gentle hands that stroke my hair...

My Love...

My love is not as deep as the ocean,

Neither as far as the sky;

My love,
You might not get it's notion
So, shouldn't be questioned why...

My love for you is as real as my dreams
Without you too long unfulfilled;
There are no valleys with running streams
No mountains, nothing hilled...

My love is as narrow as valves of my heart,
It may not be blood's worth;
Yet when I cut my flesh apart
Flows the beauty of a baby's birth...

I love to draw a little house
Surrounded by flowers of nature;
Pictured in heaven for you to arouse
And to let in the light of future...

I'm not Shakespeare, Dante or Shelley
To offer you extravaganza;
Yet my love for you is in my poetry -
In every word, line and stanza... 

Someone, Somewhere...

Immobile I rest,
Alone in this empty thought;
Suffering I rest,
Living a slow meaningless life;
Swaddled in black -
I rest...

All I can hear is deafness...
All I can see is darkness...
All I can smell is smell-less...
All I can say is speechless...
All I can feel is numbness...
All I can touch is nothingness...
All I can rest is restlessness...

"Who is there???"
Sometimes,
During these bottomless nights
Such states come and go
As fleetingly as light
And someone cries;
Miles away...
Inches away...
Inside me
Somewhere,
Someone lies...

Descended Angel...

Descending -
From your dark realm of night,
Leaving your throne of laughing stars;
Quietly drifting through lonely light -
Protector of shadows,
Artist of scars...

Visualizing,
Your beauty;
What brought you to me?
Collecting scattered pieces of dreams;
Let me drink the sound of your sympathy,
Seduce me with your silent screams...

Embrace,
Touch,
Want
And feed me tonight,
Bathe me in your unholy fire;
Smother me in your deceptive flight,
Steal my soul
That's my desire...

Appearance -
Emblazoned,
Barefoot, Undressed;
Overwhelmed
Swallow me up inside
Expose obsessions,
Venial,
Stressed...
I have nowhere to go
And I don't want to hide...

Brightened,
Wings; Sliding down like the rainbows,
We dance through vein, circles of blood
Burn us both with our fatal blows,
I'll follow till the end of heavenly flood...

Angel,
Descended...
Fall again tomorrow in our bliss,
Whisper to me of futures impossible;
Corrupt me with your secret kiss
We both know it's a thirst - 
Insatiable... 

Once Again...

Once again they're wrapped around me
Rending the way through soul
Once again they start to consume me
As if burnt by fire in coal...

Once again I'm choked by my anger
Snuffing out the fire of hate
Once again I'm surrounded in darkness
Don't see slight light to abate...

Once again the darkest feelings relapse
Feelings that I used to consist
Once again they try to posses me
But this time I do not resist...

Silence And Your Beauty...

Dark
No light
Just you and me
With night;
The fullness
Gathering around
Don't feel the ground,
When we float
Into that beautiful
Silence...

Have You Ever...

Have you ever felt alone
When you stand within a crowd?
Have you ever felt screaming out
Her name to the world, loud?

Have you ever felt raining inside
When outside there was no cloud?
Have you ever felt like nobody
Though the world was making you proud?

Have you ever felt
Without someone else's presence,
Your life becomes perfume
Without any essence?

White, Black & Grey...

Two ancient enemies, every day and night,
One being black, the other is white,
Fight quite deadly in a persuasive way;
Which one will triumph no one can say...

The white one asks my spirit to heal,
The black one casts with passion to kill;
White, Black - Stop your dispute I say,
Because I am satisfied simply with Grey...

It's My Fear, It's My Nightmare...

...It's coming down on me,
All those hours of waiting are over;
There seems no part of me wanting to leave,
When I decide what it is I wanted
And I climbed to the top of the hill...

...Then you saw me dancing upon a tombstone,
Digging the grave of my own...
Fighting my evil blues and praising the black rain,
Taking my journey on age old train...

...And you summoned my name
Over the ocean tracks and back again
Straight to you, and then...

...Inside my head you found redemption
Inside your flesh we're safe and sound
With your hands folded over mine
With your eyes following me around
With your breath waking me in the morning
With your smell on my hands all day
With the tide that goes a turning
...Sweeping the ashes of my nightmares away...

Without the rain that kept on falling
Without the end of two worlds coming together
With your red taste upon my lips
With your finger scars on my chest
With my bloody bites on your neck
With your hair curling on my body
With a fine spray of your affection
...Waving the black clouds trying to hide your ray...

...When I slept at your house last night,
More like a flat really,
Had a different nightmare
And I woke up full of fear
Perhaps it was the stuff
I smoked last night
Or maybe that raw chilled bear,
Not sure, not very clear;
Perhaps caused by past forgotten tear;
Or perhaps, thoughts of losing you, my dear... 

Flower Boy...

Travelled lonely miles in moonlight
Under Monsoon shower;
Carrying bouquet full of roses
Now I have reached the tower...
It ain't about money or control
Takes a bit of power...
Wanting...Needing...Hungry for you...
Then...
I'm eating flower...

Hell...Hello My Heads...

Last night, looking in the mirror,
What did I see?
From this one neck, so many heads
Coming out of me...

One's a healer, one's a killer
One is plain and simple
One's a dealer, one's a stealer
One smiles with dimple...

One doesn't know what to do
One is always smart
One says - I m stuck to you
One is torn apart...

One says - I love you lady
One says - A little crush
One is just fake and shady
One is having blush...

One is always jumping around
One is having s*x
One is lying on the ground
One doesn't even flex...

One's head is very sleepy
This one is hyper-lazy
One is doing job properly
Because it has gone crazy...

One is quite a funny joker
Fine sense of humor
One is others body breaker
Giving them the tumor...

One says - I m brain damage
One's brain is very clear
One is spreading total carnage
One is very dear...

One smiles with its evil grin
This one has two horns,
"Let all the destructions begin
Then we'll eat pop-corns!"

In a corner, Mr. Angel White
With circle over his head,
"Mr. Evil! Lets start our fight
Within second you'll be dead..."

On top of 'em all what did I see?
Another head was sprouting,
"Please stop! I want no more of me!"
Mr. Human felt like shouting...

...Last night, looking in the mirror...
OH! My my my!
On this one neck, so many heads
Who the hell am I?